Say It Again For Me.
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17 on June24'08
Temasak Poly
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Girlfriend Of Raymond Ngo Peh Keong on 1st May'08
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Sunday, August 31, 2008, 11:13 PM
Pms sucks.
I started work on friday.Tiring but I got a nice boss who provides us with meals, chocolates and drinks.
Come to think of it, quite enjoyable.
(:
This post is dedicated to Raymond.
I've been a bitch these few weeks.
I've been venting frustrations at him for no apparent reasons.
Quarreling with him, throwing tantrums and whatnot.
I'm no longer as understanding as before.
I'm sorry baby. ):
First was the night before his CSAD paper.
I ended my paper that day and he was studying at soonchye's house that night.
I wanted him to talk to me cos we havent been talking on the phone much.
But he's so distracted and whatnot, I got super pissed.
I got angry with him and I think he kinda snap like a rubber band.
He just hung up on me.
Smsed him and said he changed and maybe we should calm down and think about it cos we're all so busy and he agreed.
Made me cried like hell.
But in the end, its a misunderstanding.
He thought I meant calm down and think about why we will quarrel. I meant the relationship.
Sort it all out! :D
Saturday went out with PLC mates.
Called him when I left and he didnt picked up.
Called him a number of times.
Nevermind.
Reached home, called him a number of times and he never picked up again!
Smsed him and he replied straight away.
I got angry. =/
I dont understand why he could hear his sms ringtone and not the call ringtone.
Pissed off with him again.
But end up, we settled everything. :D
Last was today.
I was just pissed with his family not being understanding with him.
Money issues. =/
You all know me.
Taxi Cab Person, Shopaholic Person.
Especially when I'm having period, I dont feel like taking public transport AT ALL!
Today, wanted to take cab home from cityhall.
I only got 10bucks.
Asked him to pay a little.
He was ok with it.
In the end, something cropped up.
He lost his ezlink card and his parents are like complaining about him spending too much and whatnot and I think its super unfair for him cos his parents only give him 400bucks a month which include concession and his allowance.
Without a maid now, he's having dinner outside all the time and prices are rising and its just not enough.
I dont know lah!
MRT cost like a BOMB for poly students.
Sigh.
I just dont like it that he's so hard up on cash just because his parents aint giving him.
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My parents used to be like that and I just told them straight.
IF YOU WANNA BE SELFISH WITH MONEY, DONT GIVE BIRTH.
JUST FREAKING HUG THE MONEY TO DEATH.
JUST FREAKING HUG THE MONEY TO DEATH.
damn.
I hate it when parents get so stingy and making noise when it comes to money.
Selfish, dont give birth.
When you planned to give birth, you should have known the cost.
I know I was a bloody accident.
If you think you cant afford, then you shouldnt have continue having sex and gave birth to 2 sisters.
OK, I love my parents and sisters.
I just dont like it whenever we quarrel because of money.
I love my family to bits! :D
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Ok.
If this post was stupid or nonsensical or offensive, i'm sorry.
Back to Raymond.
Baby, I'm sorry if I'm mean to you these few weeks.
I love you and thats all I want you to know.
No matter what happened, you're the first to me.
Muacks.
Silly boy, I'm sorry for venting frustrations at you and I'm glad we kissed and made up.
I want this love to last. (:
BYE PEOPLE!
Work tomorrow!
AND LAPPY IS DELIVERED HOME TOMORROW! :D :D :D