Say It Again For Me.
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Tuesday, August 5, 2008, 3:51 PM
It hasnt been a good day today.I fall out with people whom I used to be close with.
Sigh.
This post is kinda dedicated to them.
We started out as friends on the first day of week zero.
We started out with the 9 of us.
We stuck together after week zero.
We broke up 1 month later.
It became 3 different group.
Jaye and Jotham.
Mu and Zara.
Bo, Zul, Sarah and Me.
Then Jaye and Jotham got together with Mu and Zara and it became two group.
Then me and Sarah got together with them because we had issues with Bo.
I enjoyed the times I spent with them.
I admit I bitch about Bo when I'm with you and when I'm on bad terms with him.
He knows I bitch about him.
And to say the truth, me and him just aint that close like we used to anymore.
And I never did says its your fault.
Me and Sarah went back to Zul and gang simply because the 4 of us missed each other.
I didnt use you guys as a life bouy because I still treat you people as friends even though we werent hanging out anymore.
But after hanging out with you guys, I started to dislike Jotham.
I didnt like the way he criticise Zul.
I'm ok with you guys criticising Bo but not Zul because he just aint what you all think he is.
and he's the one I'm closest to in class.
I know we're loud and noisy in class sometimes.
I didnt say we werent.
But sometimes, there are times where we should keep quiet.
And like I said, I really am super sorry about blewing my top at you guys.
The bitching thing.
We admit we bitch about you guys.
I myself admit I bitch about Jotham all the time.
Before everything I like Jotham as a friend.
He's very nice and funny and good to be with.
However, when I knew he kept badmouthing Zul, I didnt like it.
Mirror yourself before you talk about others please.
I agree.
Nobody's perfct.
Mu and Zara aint the only one noisy.
I know.
But I was referring to that point of time.
Honestly speaking, I touch my heart and say.
Jaye, Mu, Zara.
I still cherish and treasure you guys as my friend.
I still love you guys like before.
I'm sorry how everything became like that.
Sarah and I wants all of us back together.
But we all know its not coming true.
To Jotham.
I really missed the you during week zero.
The you that work together with Zul during wet games to play cheat.
The you that I met up with when we went to Bedok Mac to eat.
The first and last time we went out together was kbox.
And I'll always remember how I kept making fun of you and you kept saying you only know how to sing tonghua.
Most importantly, I missed the you that always make up silly jokes about random stuffs and always laugh at me for doing all the stupidest thing/being clumsy and whatnot but ends up offering to help me hold my laptop.
Sigh.
Let's all just be normal classmates from now on and stay out of each other path.
I am sincerely sorry all of this turns out this way.
Sarah and I didnt want it like that.